People say Tumblr is a waste of time. I disagree. In 20 years, I'm going to be able to sit down with my husband, type in my old Tumblr URL and say, "Baby, this is who I was at 18. It's all the things that made me laugh, smile and cry. It's the recipes I wanted to try, the quotes that I abided by and believed in. It's all of the new things that I wanted to do someday. It's the struggles I made it through. It's the hurricane of 2011 and my letter to you about how I wish you were there. This is ME." So Tumblr? Not a waste of time. It's an investment in a memory. Because, tell me: Do you think you're going to remember all of the little things that make you tick now, then? You won't, I promise...But me? I will.
I'm Fucking tired. I'm tired of caring for people who don't give a shit about me. I'm tired of waiting for a text that's never going to come. I'm tired of thinking things will be different, yet they never change. I'm tired of giving out chances, only to be let down. I'm tired of putting forth 100% of an effort and only getting 25% in return. I'm tired of broken promises. I'm tired of let downs by the people who matter most to me. I'm tired of making someone a priority, when in reality I'm just a number to them. I'm tired of shitty friends who are never there for me. I'm tired of self centered assholes, who only manipulate a situation from their own perspective, never even thinking about what someone else is going through. I'm so tired of the same old bullshit over and over again.